What can a smile do?

Bye myfavouritesmile.blogspot

2009-02-26T14:14:00.003+08:00

I took down my blog main display photo. Its no longer serves a meaning nor a purpose.

I went through a lot these few months. I'm glad that I have people who were with me all this time.

Now I shall start afresh.

With a new beginning, there is hope.
So... I shall start a new blog!
Much as I love this name, I shall leave it here and maybe delete it...

This blog will no longer be used. (:

Again and again

2009-01-04T21:04:00.002+08:00

Again, I have felt the feelings.

Just last Friday, I walked out of my first lesson with no one in sight.
No one bothered to wait. To think, I always did. Thanks alot! It made me think.
About my life, my friends, poly.

Now, I just wish my life in poly will be get it over and done with.
I can't wait to start uni or work. I will work triple hard for my results which I want.
I must work hard. I must work hard. I must work hard.
I know I will.

Final Year Project, who's my partner? I doubt the promise that we made will come true.

I feel uncomfortable and non-existence in front of them. I think they want me to feel that way too.

One Disadvantage of Facebook

2008-12-08T00:06:00.003+08:00

I was surfing facebook and I wonder why some ppl like to post ugly pictures of me.

I had to remove the tag one by one.
-.-

Please lah! Open your eyes bigger can?! When did I ever post ugly pictures of my friends...
Brainless.

Coming Soon: New Blog Skin.

Dream A Little

2008-11-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

I'm at home the whole day cause Julia couldn't meet me..

BUT! its ok Julia! :D Next time you MUST make your day free to go out with me! LOL.

All I did was watched tv, use computer and quarrel..

I don't feel like doing tutorial.
I don't feel like studying.
I don't feel like going school.
I don't feel like doing anything.

Sometimes I wish I am working so no more studying for me.
But I can't. Its just a dream...

Unexpected

2008-11-17T22:32:00.002+08:00

Today, I gave up my seat to an old lady.

I was surprised by her reaction. Her look, her eyes and her smile made me feel that it was all worth it. It was so different from other people.

Her look that was filled with gratitude, made me speechless.
She looked like the Mcdonald grandma except that her hair was short and not in a bun.

Have you ever wonder why sometimes a stranger treats you so much better than how your friends will treat you?

Before she got out of the train, she came to thank me again and she smiled all the way to the escalator.
At that time, I was filled with emotions that could not be described...

Finding That Someone

2008-11-10T23:28:00.002+08:00

I've been wanted to find someone. Or rather, someone in a book.
Have you heard of "Where's Wally?" or "Where's Waldo?" (as what it is called in US but I prefer Wally, sounds nicer!)

I passed by Popular Bookstore and MPH recently and saw them selling them. Made me miss those times where I bury my head inside the book to find this man who wears red and white stripes long-sleeve tee and round spectacles.

I had the urge to buy all 9 books that time but managed to control my temptation. Its bloody expensive anyway. One for $17.66. 9 books will be over a hundred. -.-

Wally! I like the name, so catchy! :D Sometimes, we not only have to find him, we have to find his uncle, auntie, dog, the villain, his binoculars and many many more! It can be very difficult and there's a high chance you will be giddy since all the characters drawn were so small and difficult to locate.

I have some thoughts when looking the books.

If finding someone is so easy like finding Wally, won't life be easier?

Such as if you want to find a best friend or the cutest dog or even like a lost wallet, isn't life so much easier if its like finding Wally? Just looking around in 2 pages of small people and you will find them if you are careful enough?

Life is not easy. You may spend your entire life looking for a soul mate or a person whom you can connect totally with and you may not even find that person you are looking for.

Some people in their life are very lucky to find good friends yet fails to cherish them. Some people thought they had find the best people they could have in their life yet they turn out to be different from what they thought.

All I can say is Keep Looking, just like what you will see at the Official Website of 'Where's Waldo?'

Someone

2008-11-04T19:53:00.005+08:00

For someone whom I treat as a good friend don't talks to me, gives me a feeling that she doesn't want to talk to me, used to ask me whether I want breakfast but no longer does, go places with others without asking me, leave me out during group projects, no longer meets at MRT station, always meet with others when going places except me and doesn't reply to my smses. (a sms is just 5 cents, how expensive can it be?)

Tell me, how should I feel?

Oh! Maybe you can tell me,"Be more magnanimous!" "Forget and don't think about it" "Maybe she doesn't know about your feelings, you should tell her". I will listen but not take the advice. You know why? Said is easier than done.

I'm not having mood swings. I did not change. This is just my reaction.

And its so GREAT to know that people do blame me for that. Giving me those looks. Talk behind my back. Giving me answers with i-am-so-irritated-by-you kind of attitude. Maybe some of you call me a bitch. Maybe some of you doesn't even give a damn about this. Maybe some of you doesn't even know about it.

Ya, from now on, you can leave me out on everything.

And finding out that my good friend has an event from a normal friend is no better either. Excuses I may hear but none will be valid.

Well, it seems like my sisters are not really sisters after all. You can form your own 6 sisters instead.

Inevitable

2008-11-02T22:23:00.002+08:00

Today is very tiring for me. Woke up at 3.30am and work till 6pm. And thats all I will say.

School is getting tiring for me. Mentally tired. The faces and reactions may seem normal to some but I hate to see them. I really hate. Well, fine to me if I continue to see them everyday. At most, I will just shut them out of my world. I can no longer care what they said or what they think but if that day ever happens, its because they no longer have an important standing in my life. I will do that if I want to.

You may say I'm heartless or I have changed. I may have but I won't say I have change alot. People change all the time. If I have changed in some people's point of view, they should think that most probably its their behaviour that will cause me to change my attitude towards them.

I'm really puzzled why some ugly Singaporeans really do exist in this world. Just this morning, this woman who wants to collect the goodie bag after the Big Walk and she didn't register before hand so she is not entitled to collect the goodie bag. She insisted that she didn't see those advertisements beforehand, well, is it my fault? Blame yourself for not reading TNP regularly, I believe that TNP did actually create a lot of news prior to the registration date.

And there she was talking to me, asking me in those I-am-always-right kind of attitude that why she cannot register on the spot so she can enjoy all the 'benefits' (which is the goodie bag) like the other walkers. I wanted to tell her to F OFF. In what way she doesn't understand that Big Walk only accepts pre-event registants? She insisted to speaking to a person who is more flexible. Of course I ask Sophie to talk to her but Sophie doesn't even want to give a damn about her. QF came and talk to her when he came back. I was amazed of how he speak to her. Its totally going to take you off your feet. Its bloody awesome. He was talking in a like cool and I-can-settle-everything attitude. He was like,"What you want to register for? Big Walk is already over. Tell me, you want to register for what?" and "I'm the in-charge here, go ahead if you want to complain, I will still say no."

Woo~

Sometimes, I really wish to show my middle finger to them and ask them to fuck off. Arrogant and disgusting individuals.

Greetings!

2008-09-09T17:22:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm counting down to my dinner today. Hoping to watch wall e.!

I just celebrated my birthday last week with my loved ones, my sisters.
Not yet with my family. shall be soon i think.

It was a very simple and lovely celebration, I love it.
and yay! there was no cake. hehe.
Just to let you know, I don't like birthday cakes. I can blow candles and make wishes but don't ask me to eat the cake. to be exact, i dislike sponge cake. hehe. So happy, that i was given a cupcake instead. its chocolatety :D

Yesterday, I feel terrible. Hai!
Shan't talk about it.

Many things happen over the past week and I hope ShuMin will feel much better soon. My poor sister...

Nervous and nervous

2008-09-02T13:59:00.004+08:00

I'm currently at my workplace. Need to call people in a few mins time. Feeling damn nervous.
The office is small so whatever I talk, all the people can hear. My english sucks. How?!

ARGH!! :O

After a long hiatus...

2008-08-26T22:00:00.002+08:00

Well well... Tomorrow is the last day of exam and here I am to post this. Haha.

My previous post was like how long ago? Damn long bah... So long I forgot that I even have a blog. Hehe. I really forgot. I really did :x

I have a lot things I want to say... I just don't know how to put them :(

Okay... Let's start with the things I have recently. I have exams and a test for the past 3 weeks. It's been hell. Lessons are much MORE fun than exams. I know everybody agrees me, right? :D

I've been mugging real hard though some modules were like damn difficult to study, particularly LOGISTICS. Everybody hates that module I think. It really doesn't deserved to be a 5 credit module. So totally not worth it. Ya? But hey! I did manage to pull through.

Tomorrow is the last module paper, PR and marketing. Lucky, this module get me back my studying mood, if not, I'm so gonna fail this paper. Okay... Let's not say it too early... Haha..

I'm in THE holiday mood now. BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT... I don't have holiday! :(
I'm having attachment during this semester holiday. And just before that, I have IT Show to do.

How am I going to enjoy my life?!

I starting to get the feeling again. The "feel-like-giving-up-my-life-and rot" feeling. Wish everything stop at this moment and I shall sleep for the rest of my life. I'm drifting away from some people and yet, I can't do much about it.

Oh ya, I have to apologise to Julia cause I haven't pass her birthday present to her and her birthday is like in July? Kill me! Her birthday present is in my cabinet, lying there for months.
to Julia: So sorry... I will make it up to you. I must really find you during one of these days though I doubt you will be free cause A levels are getting nearer :(

I'm feeling a bit nervous for my attachment. I'm afraid that the expectations from the boss is too high for me to handle, which is what happens to me during my Giordano Junior days... The eyes that keep looking at you at every thing you do and they'll correct you immediately if you do something wrong. Sometimes, its how they correct me that I will feel stress. They will ask like,"Is this suppose to be done this way?" or "Do you feel this way is correct?" Pardon me, though they made an effort to tell me in a nicer way, I always fear that I will give a wrong answer.. Furthermore, during this attachment, one of my classmates already working there as a part-timer, so its natural for the boss to assume that I should be around the same standards as my classmate. But sadly, I don't think so :( my standards are lower, I think.

I will still continue to persevere. Thanks to Mr Ong, my L.O., who encouraged me to get an A for the attachment module.

I will hang in there.

For those things that I want to keep inside my heart, its at the bottom. I will never have hopes anymore and shall never talk about it.

Anyway, good night! :D

Mugging starts soon

2008-07-30T23:15:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm here again. Hehe.
Remember my previous post about the ticks? well, I've taken some pictures.

See that small container? Its the death pool for them. Muahaha!

And these are the ticks! From the top view! Some float when they are dead.

While some sink, maybe due to the fact that they suck too much blood. This is the bottom view!

Can you see how many in total? I tell you, it is freaking disgusting. They are freaking disgusting.

The ticks in Singapore are usually harmless but there other kinds of ticks that are fatal. They carry diseases not only to animals but to humans as well. Which means the ticks suck humans blood too. Some are so dangerous that they cause paralyse.

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I'm so relieved today. Managed to complete my presentation for CCS. Honestly, I really felt stress lah. It's a presentation which we have to be serious about. Lol. Anyway, I think I have alot of slides, alot of things to say about. My presentation was too long, but lucky I didn't squeeze everything in. If not, the whole class will be like snoring away. Haha. Just glad it was over and I need to do the report soon. Hehe.

The Bloodsuckers

2008-07-23T10:03:00.006+08:00

Oh gosh! I haven't been blogging for a loooooooooooong time. Its really been busy for me, for all of us. Tutorials been giving us hell of a time. Just imagine, sunday night = CCS Part 1, monday night = Events Creation, tuesday night = numbers for CCS.

These few days, I can't seem to do work at night. Its better if I do in the afternoon. If I were to do at night, my eyes really close without my command. Its really really tiring. Anyway, hope you all can understand and I promise to blog more often. (:

I've been good and surprise Dennis sent a postcard to me. Haha. Its been ages since I heard from him. He is a student I knew from the Hong Kong Students Exchange Programme in Sec 3. The last time I emailed him, he was still in Hong Kong but recently he mailed me a postcard from Sydney. Shall email back to him soon. (:

Just updating on my life and of course my dog's. Haha. Seems like my dog is the other owner of this blog, right? Its like I'm writing a biography of her. LOL.

My Rainy has been in a rather good shape. She is getting cuter by the day. LOL. Just that her body is full of ticks. *Sigh* You know what is a tick?

This is a enlarged picture of a tick. Its very small. Can be small then ants.

Cause the ticks suck the blood of the animal, it will get full. When they are full/pregnant, they will look like this. It is big. It is almost the size of a small beetle.

Nowadays when I reach home, I will search for ticks on Rainy and put them to death in a container full of the solution. So far by now, there are around 40 going to 50 of them. Shall go home and take a picture of the dead ticks and show of you and you will know how disgusting they are.

My poor Rainy! :(

The Secret Recipe

2008-07-03T22:26:00.007+08:00

Few days back, we went to Secret Recipe. Many many thanks to Mr Chow for treating us (:
It was fabulous! I shall let the pictures do the talking :D

The Menu

Pumpkin soup

Frosty Ice

Frosty Watermelon

Fish and Chips

Pan fried Grill of the day with lobster sauce

Beef noodle

The sauce that comes with the beef noodle (: Very nice

Chicken chop with herb rice

Pasta

Pasta again

Mr Chow! :D

Me and Ama

The guys

Dessert Time! :D

Done! :D

Once again in boredom

2008-07-02T08:45:00.003+08:00

Hello! I'm here again. Haha. Like duh...

Again, I'm currently having the usual boring IT lesson. Later at the last 45 mins of the lesson, we are going to have Computer System test. We have to learn what is computer, cpu, ram, rom, prom, input devices, processing devices, output devices, networks, file tyle, file extensions, file names, cpu, hardware, software, different topology and blah blah blah...

Too much that I can't it all out here. He is definitely killing us with the paper. He didn't even teach us on that. Just depend on us to go to blackboard and read on our own one week before the test. *Sigh* What the hell lah. I don't even want to care about it le lah. So confusing and wordy. I gave up reading after 1 hour and went to sleep. I am so gonna flunk this test. HAHAHA.

Well... Today is Janet's Bday! Happy birthday Janet! :D
Our da jie is a very funny person. (: Always hold this competition of who will be the first smsing her 'happy birthday'. LOL. And it must be on 2 July 00:00 onwards. Even 11:59pm on 1st July will not be counted. To think of yesterday, we were all online trying to compete to be the first, SO FUNNY CAN! HAHA.

But hor! No prize for the winner. Boohoo! lol.

Janet, I wish I can give you a similar birthday cake to this:

Hehe. Know you love DJ-ing. LOL.
Really very happy to know you. Many of us thought you are a Malay. Haha. You really do look like one but behave like a Chinese. Haha. You were really funny at some times, most of the times you were just lame lah. haha. You can make anyone laugh you know?! LOL. You are just so cute lah! EVERYBODY LOVES YOU :D I also love you! Happy 19th birthday to you, my qin ai de Da Jie! (:

Today will be going to AGM and Swensens to celebrate ah nett birthday! :D Ah nett birthday treat sure on nett price. LOL. ok, being lame here. I forgot what I want to say le. haha.

O~kay bye! :D

Ka-chings!

2008-06-25T21:16:00.006+08:00

Money is the root of all evil.

Not saying I'm turning evil. Just sometimes, my life gets so hard when concerning those "ka-ching ka-ching".

I'm already trying to save as much as I can and yet... *sigh*

Whenever I buy something, I have to think twice or even thrice (sometimes even more than that) before I buy. Its really killing all my brain cells. Like that, how am I going to study? lol.

I have to forgo those 'wants' and focus on those 'needs'.

While, not only me, my sisters have this problem too. "So sad, so sad, its a sad sad situation..."

I know complaining here doesn't help much and it also doesn't improve the situation but it does make me feel a bit better (:

Does this bag contain gold? lol.

Thank you for what you did;
You didn’t have to do it.
I’m glad someone like you
Could help me to get through it.

By Joanna Fuchs

STOP AND STARE at my little Rainy (:

2008-06-23T22:15:00.005+08:00

Shu Min has her own Jay Chou in her heart, I have mine too.

Hers is a he and mine is a she. (:

Do you want to see?

My Rainy! :D

Haha. Doesn't she behave like him? LOL.

Jay Chou like to do this.

Since she cut her long hair, she has been very distraught. Maybe its because:

(1) She misses her hair

(2) She knows she look abit out of norm when she is botak :x

(3) The groomer didn't cut properly which cause some parts of her skin to have abrasion (or sth like that) which hurts

Thats why she looked like a emo kid in the picture above.

Anyway, she is an angel lah. Just like me :)

Why am I telling you this?

(1) Cause I know you love Rainy cause she is VERY cute :)

(2) Cause I've been thinking of her alot nowadays.

(3) I've nothing to blog about. HAHA.

By the way, Rainy is such a poor thing now cause she got TICKS in her hair.

And you know what are ticks?

They are small little brownish insects which sucks blood. Usually on dogs. So in other words, my dog is losing blood from all these bloodsuckers. My dog didn't even sign up to be a blood donor lor. Don't know why they so thick skin come and stick onto her. I hate them. KILL THEM!

So, my sister put kill-the-ticks (paiseh, I don't know the name) solution on her. This will cause the ticks to DIE and fall off her body. MUAHAHA!

BUT if more ticks come back, we have to clean our whole house and send her for deticking. (:

Oh, Rainy! Doesn't she look like a SUPERSTAR? :D

Malaysia Trip! :D

2008-06-17T01:00:00.026+08:00

Hello everyone! I'm finally back from Malaysia. Reached Singapore around 4 or 5pm on Sunday.

This time, the trip back was to celebrate Fathers' Day together for my grandpa, my father and etc. (:

We reached there on Thurs afternoon, headed to my 3rd aunt's place and didn't know what to do. So we watch 'Forensics Heros 2'. Hehe.

Till about dinner time.. Yummy!

All cooked by my 3rd aunt! Awesome dishes! :D There are prawns, chicken rice, fried veges and, of course, the superduperultra delicious SOUP. hehe. I drank a BIG bowl then I had to pee like 3 times before I go to bed. Haha.

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Day 2

Next morning, this is Owen. The youngest of my 6th aunt's. A cute little ~~devil~~ angel. 0:)

Waited for my father to reach Muar before heading to Malacca. Hurray! Went to the megamall to shop but couldn't see anything that we want to buy. Ate some ice-cream though. Black currant flavour, but we were too busy eating that we forgot to take pictures! :x

At Pahlawan MegaMall :)

Saw this animal being sold at one pet shop. Is it illegal? Looks like a squrriel and its cute. (: but so sad lah. Kena trapped in this small container. :(

Candy flosses! :D And these two old kids are trying to act cute. HAHA.

Next, headed for OldTown for some drinks. See that kid? LOL. He is my 5th aunt's eldest child.

6th aunt's husband whom self-proclaim to be our cousin, he don't want to be known so old. -.-

and YUH LING and me. :D

Zoey, Owen's sister, trying to catch attention. tsk tsk. HAHA.

These are the drinks we ordered. Honey lemon is my favourite though. ;)

Finally we moved on! :D To Malacca's famous Red Houses. Really took alot of pictures there cause its a tourists' attraction.

At the carpark, saw this car with the lollipop on display. So incompatible with the car. lol.

A beautiful shot of the river.

Oh! I love group photos! :D

Really like tourists, aren't we? (:

Their version of trishaws. Very colourful and floral. (:

Unlike Singapore's trishaws, neon colours and loud techno music. LOL.

Their buses.

NEXT!

Inside Jonker. So sad couldn't eat at this stall. :(

Me and my sister are fans of LaoFuZi!

Found at Jonker. All these dim sums are fabulous! Cheap and good.

Dinner time! (:

Dinner time at Newton. :) Food there were not bad lah.. Just kind of disappointed that we didn't manage to eat chicken rice balls or satay loklok.

After that, we headed back to Muar in 2 cars. One headed straight back home while the other went to Secret Recipe! To buy cake for my 5th aunt cause its her birthday! :D Hehe. Her birthday falls on Friday the 13th this year!

Raspberry Cheesecake. Sweet and tasty. (:

This is her whom MANY MANY MANY people think I look like her. Someone even thought that she was my mother. LOL. I LMAO i tell you. HAHAHA.

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Day 3

Breakfast: BAK KUTEH! :D Malaysia version. Sweet and no taste of pepper taste. Very different from Singapore. SG version is clear and very pepperish. Malaysia version is brown colour and very sweet with full of mushrooms and beancurd skin. YUMMMY!!

5 Stars I give. (:

WITCHERY! Bubble Bubble Tea! :D A small and cosy bubble tea shop.

Their famous bubble tea is Japanese roasted tea and it tastes good. :D

Stayed there for quite a while before going to my 2nd uncle's house for the celebration (:

Another famous dish of theirs. Its damn delicious cause they use Muar's famous OTAH. I crave for more.

Couldn't resist to take photos again! :D

Take 1

Take 2 (:

This Owen love to take pictures. Don't you think so? His 'twist' sign just auto comes up when we say '1... 2... 3!' LOL!

My 6th aunt and her husband. Both are jokers. LOL. Their children all very cute de. You see Owen you'll know. HAHA.

Afterwards, the gathering at my 2nd uncle's place.

This marks the start of cam-whoring again! WAHAHA. By the way, all are my cousins. Very funny people.

Thats my 2nd aunt. (:

Me and SiYi

Wymin in green shirt. (:

Can you see me? :p

Me and my 2nd aunt's sons. They are the real jokers. Full of crap! LOL.

Self-timer shots! We took in the room and I am the who pressed then chiong to my position! HAHA. Very tiring leh!

Then we couldn't resist taking pictures with the elders too. Oh ya! My cousin know how to break dance. Cool huh?! LOL!

Of course, not forgetting to wish my papa, a Happy Fathers' Day! :D

My papa very cute horh? LOL

Guess whose birthday we're celebrating again? LOL.

My 2nd aunt and 3rd aunt's husband! :D My 2nd aunt is on the 14th and 3rd aunt's husband is on the 18th but since his daughter will be in Malacca on the 18th, we had an early celebration for him. (:

SiYi is my 2nd aunt's goddaughter (:

And Wysen is my 3rd aunt's godson. LOL.

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Day 4

Early in the morning already saw my father knitting! Unbelievable ya? HAHA.

His artwork. Beautiful eh? LOL. Last time he had accident and had to stay at home for months. He knitted sets of clothes for his 6 sisters. Each person has a set. I saw my big aunt de, very beautiful (:

Our breakfast before boarding the bus. Bak Kuteh again! LOL. This is special in Malaysia cause only got bak kut and garlic and only has individual servings. Taste very rich though. (:

In the bus.

Herbal tea egg and cup corn are my favourite in Malaysia. Especially cup corn, its a must try. Ask Regina and you'll know ;)

Everytime I sit on the bus, I look out the window and I see 4 lines. You know why? Its because of this:

This is what you will see on the whole journey when the bus is outside of highway, cables and cables. So the whole journey, I can see 4 lines like all the way. HAHA.

OMG. I finish resizing and uploading all the pics lah. So happy. LOL.

I did buy some gifts for my friends. Thanks to Weilin. I saw one keychain that reminds me of her and I wanted to get for her so might as well get for all! :D HAHA.

Kkies, I have to go slp le. If not someone will scold me soon. LOL. Night all!

Oh ya, I miss my cousins and Malaysia. Hehe.

Malacca!

2008-06-12T00:00:00.003+08:00

Okie, tmr morning at 10am, I'm going off to Malaysia. Again, I know ;p

This time, I will still be going to Muar but one of the days, I will be off to Malacca. Haven't been there for like maybe 8687359287597 years? LOL. Just kidding lah! I'm not that old. -.- Seriously, the last time I was there was like 5 years ago I think... So, I hope I get to eat the chicken rice balls again :D Hehe, yum!

My cousins came to SG a few days back and sadly, this time I also didn't get to spend much time with them. I didn't went bowling with them and didn't manage to send them off. Hai! Felt so bad about it but nvm! I'm going to see them in like 14 hours? Yay! Get to spend more time with them.

I really miss Muar. Been there every year and feels like I can really relax there. There's no need to think about studies and stuff. All I gotta to do is to SHOP (if there's money) and miss my friends. Hehe.

Anyway, I think I going to take pictures there. If I do, I will post it up, ya? So, you all can see how Malacca looks like. There's nothing much about Muar lah. Just like this and like that lor.. HAHA :D

When I come back, I still need to attend Primary school gathering. Feel kinda weird about it yet somehow looking forward to it. Hai. Shall tell you all the gathering when I'm back. :)

kkies, I got to go pack my bag already. Bye everyone, gonna miss you all! Be back on Sunday.
Looking forward to Sushi buffet and mayb swimming? LOL.

Happy 20th Bro!

2008-06-05T23:30:00.010+08:00

Today is my BROTHER's 20th birthday. Haha! He is so old liao!

In the morning, when to school to help out in Open House but I felt I didn't help out much. Oh well! Haha.
Then in the evening, went off to find my family.

We went Cafe Cartel for dinner but I didn't order anything. I was late and a bit full so I ate all the leftovers -.- but! I don't mind. Hehe! Its all the waffle fries, wedges and etc. Yummy! :D

Presenting to you...

The Birthday Boy! My brother of course :D

This is me and the birthday boy. Haha! Can you see his rabbit ears?

This is my sis, loves to cam-whore ALOT. HEHE.
You will be seeing her alot in this post. Like duh!

This is my sis, who looks older than me in real life, and of course the birthday boy.

This is my sis and my PAPA.
He got the 'ci xiang' (very benevolent) look. LOL!

This is my sis and my MUMMY.
She look fierce in this picture cause she didn't show her teeth.
She didn't show her teeth cause she got 'tiger' tooth, like me. Haha!

This is the 3 of us. MUAHAHA!

This is a candid shot of my sis! HEHE.
She looks like a squirrel!

This is me! Yes, this blog's owner.

My sis can't resist taking pictures again! This is fresh out the phone, taken minutes before uploading (:

Sorry Skye for unable to be in school to support your event but you definitely have my moral support! (:
Oh ya, I went to Samsung to service my phone.
Hope my baby will come back to me soon, I miss my Cherry Red i450.

Happy Holidays!

2008-06-03T13:18:00.004+08:00

Today is the rotting day for me! Hehe. Sounds weird but heck care lah!

I've been going out almost everyday and finally I can rot and slack at home today till about 5pm. LOL.

Yesterday, we went for BE Club subcom meeting. It made me realise that BE club is very different before and after camp. Definitely it had become livelier but it has also become stranger to me. The people inside are fantastic but.. I don't know how to say. Anyway, its my friends aka my sisters that have been bringing me there. If not, I really don't feel like going there. Its like "so near yet so far" that kind of feeling.

BYTHEWAY, Im going out with sisters tmr! yay! I need to remember bring my CAMERA. I always forgot to bring when its needed to. HAHA. I can't wait for tmr's dinner too! Yum Yum. Its been a LONG time since I go Geylang for porridge. Hehe.

Ok, this is random but I have to say I miss Viwawa! Haha. But! My hands are really getting itchy, must really play some real mahjong soon! LOL. I miss shouting 'Hu!', 'Pong!', 'Chi!' and 'Huat ar!'

Wahaha! Weilin! When can we go your house for mahjong? (:

Next, I have to update you guys on something very serious. Don't be shock.

Remember my dog, Rainy? This is the last picture of her...

Before she cut her long, full-of-knots, shiny, beautiful hair. Haha!

SHOCKED?! Don't worry! IT IS THE SAME DOG. LOL.

And its going to take months before she look like this again:

Free from Studying (For awhile)

2008-05-31T00:56:00.003+08:00

Yay! Yesterday mark the last day of MST Week. Hip Hip Hurray!

Seriously, I think this is the first MST that I studied so hard. HAHA. Hope it is worth it. :)

Now is the official 3 week break for me and hope I can thoroughly enjoy it before going back to mugging.

I wanted so much to blog just now but I don't know what to blog about :(
Anyway, just to let you all know I'm doing quite well in my life, I think. LOL.

Just a few days ago, I wake up and saw this beautiful scene from my bedroom window and wanted to share with you all :D

Term tests is next week!

2008-05-22T21:59:00.003+08:00

I had been studying.

Cause term test is next week.

Just half a semester of notes-memorising, kills me.

I must push myself harder. I believe I can do it. (:

I want to ignore this particular person. He is such a petty person who get angry over people who doesn't reply him. Can't blame me cause my focus was on other stuffs. He was (or still is) angry with me cause I didn't say yes.

But it seems like he is only at angry at me cause he was joked with my team mates. When he is angry, he behaves like a woman, I swear.

I realised my class has a lot people who take things for granted or they just don't care about their studies.

They can 'take leave' whenever they feel like it, don't come for class when they don't feel like coming.

And I HATE this kind of people. Why? Don't they know when of doing group work, they will drag their group down? They confirm will do last minute work and sometimes the situation gets worse cause they just 'disappear' and its impossible to locate them.

AND what?

Their team members will have to do more. This kind of people suck.

I hate their attitude too.

Even if they do, its usually they were told to do so. F them man. Don't they have mind of their own? Must them be told to do then they will do? Suckers.

When they done with their part, it usually suck a lot. Why? No efforts were put in at all! A few sentences and they think the question is answered. Then what happens? Low marks of course. When their team mates put in so much effort and just because of the questions that the suckers did, the marks were pulled down.

I know I sounded pissed in this post. I am. I also feel that I can trust nobody in class except 7 sister and donut. They are the most wonderful people in SP. (:

Where's the rain?

2008-05-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time. I know. Haha.
The weather has been terrible + horrible + vegetable. No rain. Damn humid. You know what I mean? Its like I can perspire even when I'm sleeping. Couldn't use the aircon cause its no use. The aircon in my room is like blowing hot air into my room. EVEN WORSE. :(

I had been sick. The 2nd time I have fever in the span of 2 months. WTH. Didn't go and see doc cause it was on Vesak day and I predict that clinics will be close. Anyway, no energy to walk there also lah. Haha.

Friday night was CMCC MT night. It was horrible but thanks to Abu for telling their leader but whats done was done. I felt as if I was a dummy for them to hit and kick. *wanton* Their club are filled with Chinese nationals, its no wonder they behave a bit different. You know something? They scare me when they saw me and in the first place, I did not even scare them. I merely looked at them. Were they that scared??

Sunday was my dearest chiobu sister's concert. So happy for her. Hehe. The concert was very nice but very sad that I wasn't feeling that well, if not, I will enjoy the concert more :D
Way to go sister!

Today, I feel so much better and I studied! Yay! I fear no exams! HURRAY. haha. Yah... RIGHT...

PLEASE COME TONIGHT, RAIN. SINGAPORE NEEDS YOU.

I Love Samsung

2008-05-14T08:53:00.002+08:00

I got the phone I wanted! Woots! I'm so happy! :D
Sorry for not posting up the pictures cause I haven't take any of it yet. (Still admiring it with my own eyes) Hehe. And now from the date and time, you should know I'm in the usual BORING IT lesson. :(

Surprisely, he didn't scold us today. He used the soft approach of like saying," I hope to see improvement in you" or sth like that. LOL.

I feel so lazy nowadays. Totally don't have the mood to do tutorials and whatever. Just want to sleep. -.- I'm feeling very sleepy, very sleepy, very sleepy now... Are you?! haha.

Got to go! Ok bye! =)

Bright Mastermind!

2008-05-09T22:29:00.002+08:00

Took the tests that were taken by Leonard the Rabbit. LOL.

Try it! :D
This means I am clever than Leonard. (:

07 May

2008-05-07T10:31:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to LEZLIE! :D

Stay skinny and bitchy always! Haha. Just kidd.

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip :D

Boring!

2008-05-07T08:44:00.003+08:00

Hello! I'm currently in IT for Events II module. Its super boring! Maybe cause the lecturer is from MS Department, he is super loooooooongwinded. All of us can't stand him.

He complains to us about us every lesson, threatening to report to our director if we're late. HAHA. Like anybody care. I don't think the director will give a damn about it too. How many students are late for lessons? As if he will punish all those. If he really take action, I think 7/8 of the school students will kena. (:

*Sigh* Gone was Mr. Michael Leong, came Mr. Lai. SIAN.

I see everybody's screen is like on Internet, not on Microsoft Access. Hehe. Just like me! :D

Guess what?! I'm hungry now. LOL. I skipped breakfast to come to his lesson (but I'm still 15 mins late, so he said,"I'm going to report you to the director that you are 15 mins late" *wanton*). Can't wait for the lunch! Yay!

I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALL!

Neverland

2008-05-04T18:43:00.002+08:00

Sorry I haven't been updating my blog. I've either been busy or I don't know what to blog. Haha.

The beautiful red Samsung i450 (:

I have been eyeing on Samsung i450 since its been out. I've told my mother about it and she agreed to upgrade and pay for everything but I don't know the reason why now she doesn't want to. Its been like this for a long time. The previous time when I want to upgrade, she was like this too and I hate it.

She gets my hopes high and then *doop* let it fall. I totally hate that feeling.
And the worse thing is, I can do nothing about it. It sucks man! *wanton*
All I can do now is wait and wait. *Sigh*

Time passes by very fast. Its going to be week 4 tomorrow but to me, FOC was just like yesterday. I miss those times. Those times where there is no tutorials, projects and etc... Its so carefree and relaxing for me. In a few months time, I will have to go for attachment already. Bloody fast. LOL.

Now as I'm typing, my mother is cooking dinner. I can smell it man! Haha. Got to go and check out those dishes. They are making my stomach growling. Hehe. Bye Bye!

30th April /1st May

2008-04-30T22:46:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday ChuanEn! =)
Hope you had enjoy your very special day.

Happy birthday to Skye! :)
Didn't see you much for couple of weeks even though we're in same class. Attend lessons more k? Haha.

I just love your smile :)

The Month of April

2008-04-27T23:15:00.006+08:00

The month of April 2008 is going to end soon and this month is such a fulfilling month for me (:

First, it was the FOCamp. Through it, I've made many many great friends. Seriously, its many.

Next, it was FOProgramme. Just one word, FUN. :D It was fun playing those games and ice-breaking games with the freshies. Hope the event students who take over us next year will be better cause the expectations will be higher.

April of 2008, really change me. I finally doing more sports now. I realised I've been so lazy though I tell myself to exercise. Hah! Yay! More exercise = healthier! :D Furthermore, April marks the starting of yr 2, though it wasn't some good news cause I don't want to get out of SP so fast. I seriously think I will cry on graduating day. I don't want to leave SP!

*Sigh*

There were so many outings which kept me really really busy but happy! :D First time, I love my life so much. I also begin to enjoy school more cause all the sisters I have in class. I love you all sisters! :D

Yesterday, went to East Coast Park for roller blading then cycling. Heh! Though I suck at it, its damn fun! I fell down many many times but lesser compared to Weilin's. LOL. Hers is countless can.

Today, we went out again to Formula Drift. Thanks to Nic, we got free tickets and good view! :D Its really damn cool. After that we went ChuanEn's house to play mini mahjong and I tell you, it is really mini. Haha.

I know these two simple sentences doesn't justify how much fun I had but I'm really very tired! Pardon me. I will post up some pictures soon! :D

So many events in one month, so many changes in one month. To think just last month, I was so emo, kept thinking about my sucky life. Haha. So, one must always look on the brighter side of life. If your life is at its lowest point, look on the bright side, it won't get any worse than this. After the rain, out comes the clear blue skies (:

Suddenly, my right eye just feel swollen and pain. :( I don't know whats happening to me! One sickness after another?! Is my health that bad?

Tomorrow is Friday

2008-04-24T23:39:00.003+08:00

Haha! Don't you think the title for this post is like 'DUH?!'? LOL. I know I'm stating the obvious. (:

Today after school, went to watch Spanglish in school. Don't really understand the ending though. Haha. And have to do a report on it for Cross Cultural Studies. -.-

As I'm typing this, my eyes are like trying to close themselves. I must be sleepy... *Yawn*

After watching the dvd, went to JEC to eat dinner. Followed by arcade session before heading home. Thank you ChuanEn for sending me home. (:

This is just a random post. I wanted to blog but I don't know what to blog. HAHA.

kkies, bye! :D

Hope this rainbow will cheer you up!

Don't you think its beautiful? (: I love rainbows!

Bukan Cinta Biasa

2008-04-23T23:05:00.002+08:00

I'm currently listening to Siti Nurhaliza's Bukan Cinta Biasa. She rocks my world. (:

Today is such a tiring day for me and I don't know the reason. Maybe its because what happened last night?

Yesterday my mother and brother quarrelled. Its started with a stupid sentence. The quarrel was filled with stupid sentences and it ended with my father scolding at my brother which he rarely does. I know this sounded stupid but its the truth.

I just realised I have been so busy for the past few weeks. I didn't really have a good meal with my family. I really miss homecooked food especially soup. I have cravings for it for at least 2 weeks already but unfortunately, my mother rarely cooks. She say its very tiring to cook after a day of work. True lah, so no choice, I have to tahan lor.

The time I spent at home wasn't much too. I leave my home early and reach home late. I don't know whether my house has already change to a hotel. :(

I suddenly feel like isolating myself from everything. Must be having PMS. Shit.

Blue's the mood

2008-04-21T23:51:00.004+08:00

Last time I hate blue because everyone likes blue. So I choose green as my favourite colour. Its still is. (:

But I begin to love blue now. Especially the colour of the sky. And if you have actually notice, the sky shows beautiful shades of blue.

Mr Ong once said that majority of the people in the world favourite colour is blue cause most of the times when you look up into the sky, its blue in colour so naturally a lot of people will think of blue as their favourite colour. I think its quite true. (:

They say that blue is a sad colour. Why? Is it because the colour of the tears or what? I really don't know. Haha! But I don't think its a sad colour. Whenever I see blue, it actually made me smile, thinking that its a beautiful colour.

So whenever I'm feeling down, I just need to relax and stare into the sky and I will feel better. Won't you? Just hope I won't be so suay until bird shit drop on me. LOL. :D

Anyway, Blue is also the name of my favourite boyband and I was so sad when I lost the very first CD I bought of theirs and when they disband. Boohoo! Nevermind that, they did sang some of the best songs I've ever heard. Such as Best In Me, Breathe Easy, You Make Me Wanna and All Rise. Classic! :D

Ok, bye! LOL (I know its a sudden goodbye but I got to catch some sleep). Good night and sweet dreams everyone. (:

The Nigahiga Craze

2008-04-19T17:14:00.004+08:00

Just by reading the title above, you might know what I'm going to show you next (if you had watch the videos I've posted the previous time, that is). Nigahiga is the youtube user of the videos below. :D

5 Nigahiga Facts *Pay attention to fact #4.

So Damn Stupid! - A video response to the music video of YAHHH by Soulja Boy Tellem

Lyrics

Intro:
Hey, I can't understand what the hell hes saying, so I'm gonna write something new for y'all. Man sometimes his songs are so stupid and it gets on my nerves and I don't want to hear it. So stupid like DayDeeDay!

Chorus:
(Hey Asian Boy, can I) DayDeeDay
(Yo Sean, I really like your) DayDeeDay
(I made a fart) Daybededay Daybededay
(Hey man, I was just wondering can I get your) DayDayDee.
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (DayDay)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (DayDay)

Verse 1:
I wanna ask you Soulja Boy
How the hell you became a star.
You don't even rap or sing,
You just shout its so bizarre.
How you sold so much copies,
That everybody wants to jive.
If everybody thought like me,
You wouldn't even sell five.
And your lucky that you even have
1 fan that wants to talk to you.
(DeeDayDayDee So Stupid DayDayDoo)
This song is so stupid,
That I just want you to know:
Instead of Cranking Dat!
Lets Yank Dat Cameltoe!

Chorus:
(Hey Asian Boy, can I) DayDeeDay
(Yo Sean, I really like your) DayDeeDay
(I made a fart) Daybededay Daybededay
(Hey man, I was just wondering can I get your) DayDayDee.
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (DayDay)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (DayDay)

Verse 2:
You're a disgrace, this isn't music!
Walking up:
"Soulja boy you make me so damn sick!"
(DayDay)
Don't sing this song,
Its a piece of crap!
I'm hearing all of this,
And you deserve a slap.
Retire now, might as well give up.
You're popular just like
2 Girls and 1 Cup!
(DeeDayDee)
(DeeDayDee)
(DeeDay, DayDay, DayDay, Day, Aww Debededay)

Chorus:
(Hey Asian Boy, can I) DayDeeDay
(Yo Sean, I really like your) DayDeeDay
(I made a fart) Daybededay Daybededay
(Hey man, I was just wondering can I get your) DayDayDee.
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (DayDay)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (Day)
So Damn Stupid! (DayDayDay)

Based on the original song:
Soulja Boy - Yahhh!

Enjoy! :D

Sick

2008-04-16T20:24:00.002+08:00

My mother has been nagging me to go and see a doctor cause she can't stand my coughing. Haha. Like I can stand it myself. I don't even have the time and money to go and see a doc. But, I will still go tomorrow or friday or some other day. Haha! I just need someone to accompany to the clinic to kill time with me when waiting for the doctor. Any kind souls? 0:)

My coughing is so bad that I cough when I'm sleeping. And how do I know? Cause the coughing was so bad that it woke me up. Its not once or twice, its many many times. So, of course, I did not have a good night sleep.

From what I know, many people are sick or going to be sick soon. The virus has been spreading around and especially after camp, most of our immune system is not that strong. I had a fever followed by cough and now, cough + flu, I buay tahan already! Argh!

So, to my dearest friends, drink more water and avoid sharing food with me. Haha! But please don't avoid me k? LOL. Eat more fruits and lead a healthy lifestyle. Don't worry, I will pray for all of you (: Please take care of yourself!

One last thing, I love you all people! (:

Here Without You

2008-04-15T21:57:00.004+08:00

Currently listening to 'Here Without You' by 3 Doors Down. Its a bloody nice song lah.

Today marks the 2nd day of the new sem stage 2A. Everyday after school for me is to BE clubhouse and see all my dear fellow BE people. (: The place is always packed, filled with pirates, esp freshies!

This new semester is going to be so mind-taxing cause all is theory based, I think. I wonder how am I going to study for exams. My goodness! Luckily, almost all the lecturers we have are really very good teachers. Heh.

I'm so sorry if I pass any flu/cough to anybody. I'm so sorry. Its been really a nose/ear-blocking period for me. I feel suffocated by all the mucus. Haha. I know it sounds gross but I still have to say it. LOL. Now, I have to bring at least 3 packets of tissue to school everyday for emergency cases. Currently, I think ChuanEn has caught the flu from me. Oops!

OK... Typing halfway, I just used up my whole tissue box, need to refill them soon! If not, I will wake up in the middle of the night feeling helpless.

Few weeks back, I was hanging out with my bestest buds and we took some pictures. Shall share them with you and show you all how does my bestest buds look like! :D They are angels, just like me! Heh.

Me and Julia aka cutest bff (:

Me and Joalin aka sweetest bff! :D

I love grp photos esp with these 2 young lad

This is just a random picture of me, Julia and Vanessa :D

Just by looking at those pictures, made me miss Julia and Joalin so much! We don't hang out very often but we try our best to. Mayb once in a month or two? But I think this year is going to be much lesser cause both or them are having their As this coming year end. I miss alot of people and I sometimes regret that I didn't tell them.

I'm coughing very badly now. MR SHIT MAN. I need some honey drink or sth. I ate strepsils but its no use I tell you! It sucks! It even made my coughing worse. *Sigh* How can I survive this week?

This fri, remember your promise? Is it still on? I wished you but no reply from you, guess you were busy with someone. I hesitated about saying yes cause I'm afraid of being disappointed again.

The Last Week

2008-04-13T02:58:00.006+08:00

The week before school officially starts, I went back to school for Mass Orientation Programme.
I taught students during SPICE training. Haha. I just roughly teach them so they can roughly know. LOL.

Tuesday and Wednesday were like camp. They had treasure hunt and cheers. I just can't believe that they were so hyper! So pity that some freshies didn't know that there was a camp. If not, we will have more people going for the camp. :)

Some of us stayed back to help Farhan decorate the concourse. It was super shagged for all of us. Practically no energy at all and no ideas where and how to decorate the whole place. In the end, it looked like some 8 years old birthday party. Its so kiddish with balloons and streamers. haha! But the freshmen party rock man! (: Thats all I can say.

Friday is the day for gathering at Sentosa! Yay! We went there to play games and be crazy! The team that I was in for interlock soccer lost but I skipped the forfeit. Haha! Didn't mean it to happen that way. LOL. The whole activity end at vivo after a dinner.

Some of us stayed back for a overnight. During the whole night, we played games and I was pinched till blueblack. -.- haha! Some drank alcohol later and some just chat till morning. I didn't drink. Cause some didn't want to drink so we just sat of the drinking games and talk and talk. (:

Finally, 4.30 am came! Haha! You know why its that time? Cause Mac will start serving their breakfast! :D So some of us went for breakfast so early in the morning. After that, me and ChuanEn left to take the first bus home. Didn't find any reason to stay behind when all were drunk and sleeping. Furthermore, I was so damn tired. That was the 3rd night I didn't have proper sleep. So I quickly went home.

We reached the bus stop at 6.00 am and found out the first bus arrives at 6.20am so me and him wait and wait. ChuanEn was so nice. He let me slp while he walks around to keep himself from sleeping when waiting for the bus to come. The first thing we did when on the bus was sleep. We slept all the way and he missed his stop so he sent me to Bedok before taking the same bus back. (:

I reached home and sleep from 7 plus to 11pm plus and here am I blogging after my brother fixed the internet connection. Thanks to him, I have internet now. (:

Yay! I found out that ChuanEn come from KongHwa too! So we can go back to KongHwa together! :D Its so good to find someone from the same Primary. Mr Albert Tan teaches us too. So coincident can. We went to the same school but totally didn't see each other cause he is one year younger so we were in different session.

Some people looked really ugly when drunk. Their behaviour and everything. I'm so glad that I didn't drink that time. Its so inappropriate.

Oh ya! I want to thank some people. I want to thank Farhan for coming down to join us in sentosa though you were really tired from organising the freshmen party. I want to thank Skye for helping me get out the splinter, getting me to go for FOP, FOC cause it really changed my life. :D
I want to thank Keith, my darling, for always talking to me when I'm bored and taking care of me too, don't see him behave so ahbeng, he is actually very nice de... (:
I want to thank Ari for looking out for me at times, I'm so glad to have you as a friend. :)
I also want to thank ChuanEn for his sacrificing his sleep to let me catch a few mins of sleep and sending me to Bedok when he stay at Kallang. :)

To the rest: Thanks for going to FOP, FOC and MOP. I really made some great friends and it really changed my life and my opinions too. Thanks for making everything happen! Its been a fabulous and awesome 2 weeks before the usual boring school starts again. And I don't think school for us will be the same again cause of all you guys that I will see in SP for the next 2 yrs. I will hate leaving this school.

P.S. No photos for this post. Too many pictures to choose from and I'm so lazy to wait for everything to upload. Hehe. AND sorry for not organising this post as you can see. :p

Finished typing this post at 3.58am.

Crack

2008-04-07T22:42:00.002+08:00

I have a crack on my watch! Argh!
But! Its ok... Its only 5 bucks.

*Switch*

OK. I want to blog! I'm very angry. I saw something I shouldn't see today (on the other hand, I want to see). It made me realised that some men really are shameless. They really are that rotten and despicable. Whenever I see them, I get all fiery and have the urge to slit their throats, castrate them and cook them with rotten tomatoes, capsicums, gingers, dead ants/cockroaches/beetles/scorpions/bees/hornets/lizards/spiders/snakes and melted batteries with lots of wasabi and mustard sauce.

Its been many years and I knew part of the truth. Now, today at around 6+, I know there is a kid. A KID.

Many people told me that I look like aunt but if my fate is the same as hers, I rather stay single forever. I love my aunt and I hope she will end her miserable fate as soon as possible. He, that bastard and son of the bitch, is so invisible to us and we shall treat him worse than animals.

*Switch*

I'm so freaking tired. Yesterday, slacked at home and ate toasted bread and suddenly, I had fever. It lasted till 1 am I guess. My mother forced me to drink one BIG bowl of green bean soup and told me to keep on urine after that so to lose the heat? LOL. True I guess. I woke up every one hour from 10pm till 1am to use the toilet. Initially, theres no use so my mother feed me Lemsip. The one for cold and flu and I'm having a fever? Haha. Weirdly, it works can! :D Oleh!

Today, went to school to teach freshies how to use the SAS, Eliser, Blackboard and Live Mail. Then off to town with my fellow BEs. I started to feel sick again but nvm, yesterday was worse. Now, I want to feel sick and get dead cause of I'm like so burnt out, so sick and tired.

My heart wanted him to sms me but I know he wouldn't, even if he read this part. He won't msg me again. Cause of whatever shit reasons that he said before, which is, he shouldn't, he couldn't and he don't want. That sentence haunts me.

AWESOME

2008-04-06T01:29:00.002+08:00

So sorry that I didn't blog for like so many many days.
I'm going to stay awake to blog this finish. :)

29 Feb
Went to Jenn's 21st Bday party at her house in Woodlands. Her house is superduper BIG can! 7 room flat! It was all nicely decorated by Jenn's sister. =) Jenn was so pretty dressed up for that special day of hers.
We camwhored, sang karaoke and talk cock together. Pang Cheng even sang songs when we asked him too. I know he love to sing cause he always didn't reject. Haha. Then the joke came, he sang more words that he speak in a year. Poor him, must speak up more lah! Look like ah beng but behave like a Mr 斯文. Haha.

This is me posing with those beautiful flowers that we've bought for Jenn :)

Weilin's turn!

Birthday Girl with the BIGBIG cake! =)

30th Feb
Day 0 of FOC. Went down to school early in the morning at 11 am. Then went to Clementi to have some yegg prata. Next to buy items for the camp. Some briefing, sing-a-long then and off to sleep and get ready for day 1! :)

31st Feb
Official day 1 of FOC. Damn excited to see all the freshies! Some shouted "I love BE!" So cute man! Then off we went to SP Plaza for ice breaking games. I see all the seniors play harder than the freshies can! Pretty awesome to make new friends in such a short time. LOL. Anyway, the first day was all boring games, said by Evelyn. We had station games, name hunting, flag making and ending off with disco night! We scared them by telling them that they having night walk. Some were so scared lah. I was laughing in my heart, I know its mean but I can't help it! Haha! But its so wa seh can! All freshies so hyper lah! They can dance till dawn, never resting! LOL

1st April

Wake up early in the morning to set off to St John's Island. Its a long walk but it was so fun when we all started to sing camp songs together. We reached there and ate lunch. Its damn nice lah! Many many thanks to the Messing Team! We will all die without you! =D
Favourite activities of the day: Blind mice - I really had so much fun when I sabo those campers, MT night - damn suay, in the middle of this, I L.A. lah! -.-
Favourite joke of the day: Your lunch was infested by ants when being left to cool down. WT!

2nd April
All started to get tired and sleepy during breakfast, including me but I didn't give up. Somemore I was having my menses. Super shagged lah. I just practically forced myself to hype them up! Luckily, my efforts weren't wasted. All began to talk cock and laugh like mad over the MT night. Apparently, Sakinah told the ghost to wait and not scare her cause the marbles in her hands are like dropping! Mel saw the whole scene and laughing her ass off. Prepared for campfire performance too, best skit I think. Next was telematch which my group really enjoyed very much. Stupid Keith darling lah, hurt himself still don't want to put medicine.

Then off to our most anticipated itinerary of the whole camp, CAMPFIRE! Our group just displayed the "signatures" of the seniors which really become the IN thing for all to imitate. Damn cool lor! Haha.
Abu - "Basically"
Keith - "Bom Cheka Bom Sial!" *Sweeps hair* *blink eyes*
Mat - " Super, Super, Super Mario!"
last but not least...
FARHAN! - Shhh...! Giler!

Those jokes are still being carried out by all, which I think will last for many many days to come. Haha.
My group was nervous I guess so some were missed out.
Amalina - "Give me 1 silent clap! *clap* Shhh!" (X3)
Lezlie - "Ah Shuddup!"
Skye - His ChaCha dancing!

Nevertheless, I think my group succeeded cause everyone is so into their jokes now! *Standing ovation!* Yay!

The campfire didn't end straight. It kept going on. We sang different songs . It was the best campfire man! I'm just happy that I started singing the "Home" song for National Day, everyone just loved it! Kyle played the guitar and I was told by someone that he looked damn shuai when he plays the guitar! Haha! Too bad, I didn't see my darling play cause it was too dark. LOL.

At last, I couldn't stand it! I went back to my bunk and sleep. Damn shiok lah! Haha.

3rd April
Packed up and back to Singapore! Damn sad lah! But good things always come to an end! Sian! We all sing all the camp songs one more time and head back to the jetty to take the ferry back. Poor Althea, she tripped on the slope and her leg bled. My heart aches for my group mate. But still we took a group photo together!

Major group 2 = Grp 3 (Edward England) + Grp 4 (Anne Bonnie)

Awww... I see this picture and I will start missing the camp! Btw, they are doing the famous HUA pose! Cute right?! I feel so honored! Hehe!

I stayed in school that night, didn't feel like going back. So went out for dinner then back to school for some lala land time! =)

4th April
Woke up around 9 plus then went for breakfast. Damn shiok! I feel I got all my energy back already! Hehe! Still in school so I felt like I'm still in camp. I didn't want that feeling to end! I went to buy the lanyards for MOP and slack in school all the way till 9pm. Before leaving the clubhouse...

Ari and Skye - Ewww!

How come my darling kiss with Gabriel?! Evelyn!!! :O

Reach home around 10 pm. When I reach home, went on MSN, gosh! I felt like so famous all of sudden. Haha! Many friends added me and we started chatting! So I was like tackling 5/6 people at the same time! Busy as a bumble bee! Hehe.

5th April
Went out with Keith darling to buy stuff for MOP. Ari came to meet us next then Eve and GabrielI had fun! Though Ari accidentally pushed the fishballs into my face. -.- Anyway, we just slack and hangout till around 8+. Reach home and was again, bombarded with conversations! Haha!

Really enjoyed myself throughout the whole camp! My group was so fun and one weird thing is that they prefer to talk cock than to sing songs and play games. Nevermind that! I also love to bullshit with them! Haha! They are the best group ever! The camp rocks my socks! Haha! Rhymes right?! I know, its random! Like totally! Haha!

Just over the FOP and FOC, I have made great, awesome and fabulous friends! I know that maybe we might only be close for 3 yrs only or even just for now, I am still glad and happy that all these things happened!

I have to end this post with one last sentence which many are feeling like this right now:
I AM LOVING MY LIFE NOW! =D

Stayover

2008-03-28T01:15:00.007+08:00

I did not sleep a wink last night. We were in school practicing for MT night =)

After it was all done was about 5 am. Some of us stayed till around 7 plus.
Meantime while waiting for the OC to finish their debrief, we were in the clubhouse slacking.

Can you guess who is she?

Then went to have went to have a meeting with Skye and saw this!

Green in colour!

And its moving! Eeeks!

Then before going to breakfast, saw my Hua family, namely, Da Hua (大花）and Zhong Hua (中花） sleeping.

Awww... Aren't they cute? =)

My Hua family consists of very cute ppl (like me) and I love them very very very very much! =)

Hua Family : 大花 (Big Flower-Mat)，中花 (Medium Flower-Lezlie)，小花 (Small Flower-Me)， Mangkuk 花 (Bowl Flower-Keith) ，狗花 (Dog Flower-Ari).

I have the nicest name of all! =)
By the way, I am the the only girl in the family so they should pamper me. Hehe.

Trip to St. John!

2008-03-26T14:18:00.007+08:00

The OC and GLs went to St John's Island yesterday.
I met up with Weilin, Cedric and Ari for breakfast at Long John before meeting the rest at Marina Bay mrt.

After filling our stomachs with the fabulicious breakfast and buying Old Chang Kee snacks for others, we head for the MRT.

At City Hall Station. Seriously, I don't know why they did that. =)

2 monkeys in the train from Raffles Place to Marina Bay?

While waiting for the rest, I don't know why me and Evelyn laugh ;)

Can you see the ants' nest? Its humongous!

Some B E A U tiful pictures of St. John! :)

edits:

See 2 girls posing? How come they know I'm taking pictures of them?!

This gang was polluting the earth. Haha.
And I'm ending this post with this picture, its Evelyn's new pair of slippers! Aren't they beautiful? :)

After that, we went to Vivo for dinner. =) The first time in my entire life, I ate Carl's Jr. and it was delicious. Serving's size is big like the ants' nest, haha, just kidd. But its really big. Something awful happened after that and I guess it was just wasn't his day. Poor Keith.

Step Up 2 The Streets

2008-03-24T17:00:00.002+08:00

I finally watched this! =) I am happy.
I will not say the movie is very good but its not too bad.
At first I thought the female lead, Andie, is the little sister of Tyler's in Step Up but it wasn't. Not much link with Step Up.

I decided to start afresh! No more dwelling on the past and be a whole new person. Have to be positive and always look on the bright side ;)
I pray that I will L.A. soon lah. I don't want to have it during camp :(

If I let You Go

2008-03-22T11:16:00.001+08:00

Would you like it?
Would you want it that way?
Just tell me and I will grant your wish.

Home Sweet Home

2008-03-21T18:12:00.002+08:00

After FOP, I practically stayed at home at ROT. Haha. I know I'm lazy but I have no choice! LOL
Just wish that FOC is here or the new semester has start. For the very first time in my life, I seriously find holidays very boring and pray that school starts tmr. I know I must be crazy, like what that Keith said, I'm empty in my mind. Haha. I can't believe I fell for that trick but that was a good one. :D

I need to cut my hair soon! My hair so 'pong pong' now lar! A bit like lion king. LOL.
Should be on Monday. Hehe. And I will post some pictures up after I cut my hair. Hehe.

Without you in my life, I felt miserable yet it made me realised what was really going on in the past. You are the one who give up everything without making any efforts. Even now, you are pushing me away when I'm coming your way.

Freshmen Orientation Preparation Camp

2008-03-20T13:18:00.002+08:00

Many words can describe FOP. Others may choose 'tired' but I will choose 'GREAT' with '!'.
Why?
I just simply love it. I have made many many new and great great friends there!
The activities are fun and they are funX10 when the campers are more hyper. =D

Though some may think that the camp is not up to their expectation, all of us are striving to improve on it. The OC listened to our feedback and they improved on it, which is great! The campers also lack of sense of urgency, correct attitude, initiative and energy, which we did improve a bit on day2. Everyone are learning at the same time. I can say we are all trying to learn some good leadership skills here but those skills are hard to pass on to someone else. Even it is taught, it was usually taught in a wrong way or rather, show in the wrong way.

FOP is a preparation camp for FOC. From my view, FOP is a camp where games are taught how to set up, how to play and played. It is also a camp whereby we are trained to be better leaders and bond together as one. These should be the objectives of the camp and always being emphasis ed on. Somehow, I feel that the objectives were lost during the camp. Maybe the camp was too short and everything couldn't be squeeze into the 3 days. I also feel that we, campers/helpers, should bond with the OC for one simple reason. We are all going to run the camp together. However, in my opinion, I can feel a wall in-between us, just like a relationship between employer and employee.

The campers weren't up to my expectation too. Some were too quiet and some just hang out in their own cliques but I shouldn't expect too much right? Cause all the hyper and active ones are already in the committee! Hehe. Not all campers are quiet though. Like Ari, Shiffa and etc... They were awesome! They've opened up themselves and were really confident of themselves. I believe they will be great leaders someday.

When the seniors came and feedback on the MT night, many suggestions are useful. Like the make-up and actions. Just one sentence which made me confuse. Which is "You shouldn't give them the lighter and ask them find the candle. You should give them the candle and ask them find the lighter." Upon hearing the sentence, i tell you, many "WTF", "WTH", "Do they know what they're talking?" pop-ed up in my mind. I mean, WHAT IS THE F. DIFFERENCE? It is not as if I didn't say,"Light the candle!" which I did. They are suppose find the candle themselves too which will make them panic a bit but they suggested of showing the candle out front to them. If both were shown to them, what is the point? Its like spoon feeding to an adult. It won't be fun and they won't be scared. Right?

I just hope they know what they're talking.

I pity the OC for being trashtalked by them. If the OC are not doing a good job, they should have some responsibilities too. Its the same of meaning of a bad teacher produces bad students. BUT(x5)!!! I felt that the OC has done a good job. They did it their way and stick it that way. Different batch of OC is unique so should be the camp. (:

FOP was good and FOC is something I really look forward to it.
BE spirit! EVERLASTING!

The Weekend

2008-03-19T22:24:00.007+08:00

Hello! So sorry for not updating. I just came back from FOP. So tired lah.

But while waiting for my hair to dry, I'm going to post some pictures of my cousin's, Terry, wedding which was held on Saturday.

Rachel and Terry :) They really look so cute together.

My grandpa come all the way from Muar to Singapore just to attend this wedding at Goodwood Park Hotel.

The hotel is super grand! I really love it. Its so elegant yet cosy at the same time. The services were good lar! Can really feel and see the different between a 5-star hotel and a 3/4 stars. Haha. I sound so sua-ku. The way they serve the first dish is so actionmamadrama. Haha. I bet the waiters and waitresses also feel the 'act' very stupid. LOL.

Then on Sunday, my whole family went around Singapore with my grandpa. We practically become the tour guide, showing him building and landmarks when we were passing them. And... We went to ride the Singapore Flyer! =D

It was bloody EXPENSIVE.

I will post more photos after I've transfered the photos from my father and my phone's camera :)
Do you know something? I forgot to bring my camera on that day! Ahh! Luckily, my aunt phone's camera not bad. Hehe. It saved my day.

I shall stop here for now and head for my bed.

Byebye! ;)

Blue - Best In Me

2008-03-11T16:50:00.002+08:00

I know this song is quite old but still, its one of my favourite song.
Please enjoy! =)

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand and I knew that this was gonna be our time
I dont ever wanna lose this feeling,
I don't wanna spend a moment apart
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, that's why I love you

Everyday that I'm here with you,
I know that it feels right, (so right, so right) and
I've just had to be near you every day and every night, (every night)

And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side and thats why I love you
And you know that we belong together It just had to be you and me
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do

That's why I'm by your side
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
That's why I love you

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
And that's why I love you

True love brings out the best in you and me.

Terry's Wedding

2008-03-09T21:17:00.004+08:00

Today is a big day!

Today is my cousin's ROM. =)
I feel so happy for them. Now, I've got a beautiful 表嫂（cousin-in-law?)!

I can't wait for the wedding dinner next week! :)

Bytheway, I've bought a camera! Teehee! At the IT Show 08.

A Fujifilm Z10fd - Light Green colour
I simply love it.

2008-03-07T19:12:00.002+08:00

When I said I will not love you again, its because I'm already loving you now and I don't intend to stop it.
I will only fall harder in love with you and not start loving you all over again.

Now, people! I would like to introduce some videos I've found on youtube.com =)
Really some homemade videos which cheered me up.
Do watch!

How to be Ninja

How to be Gangster

How to be Emo

How to be Nerd

Thats all for now! =)
Leave comments about the videos.

Bumpy Ride

2008-03-04T23:02:00.002+08:00

Guess what? I took bus no. 14 from Clementi to my home. It took me 1 and a 1/2 hours. I didn't sleep at all cause I couldn't.

I've made myself a promise but I don't think I can keep it.

2008-03-03T21:06:00.002+08:00

For the past week, I was like damn busy. First 3 days, I went to KL for a study trip but it was more like a shopping trip. Haha. Then the next 4 days was helping out at HSBC Women's Champion. I feel so tired now even after one whole day of rest. Only 2 words can describe the whole experience: "FUN" and "Meaningful"

Just hope if there is more of these events, Rajes won't be there. She treats us like 3 year old kids; constantly nagging at us and she really really knows how to spoil people's day.

I am fucking bored now :(

Bored!

2008-02-23T20:31:00.003+08:00

I am super bored right now.
You should know since I have 2 posts in a day.

This is how I spent my whole freakin day
(1) Went to Simei and buy diapers for Rainy
(2) Play Wahjong

Thats all!

I am so freaking pissed cause my mother yell like a mad woman at me for not folding the clothes, playing wahjong and buying the so expensive diapers. Like how the hell will I know the market price of diapers for dogs? This is like the first time I buying it can!

Tmr's meeting is cancelled so I have another nothing-to-do freakin' day. Can I stay at home at rot to death? Argh!!!

My brother is at Ipoh and my sister is at working. So... Left with me and my father AND my mother! I don't like this combination okay...

I know this post is so irrelevant, so no use of typing it out but I'm totally bored lah!

I need to find a job! Maybe I will try TCC or The Soup Spoon. Getting a job is really what I want cause if I get a job, the chance of me talking to my mother will be like so low. This... Will really boost my mood up! =) See? Just the thought of it, makes me happy! Yay!

Talking about my mother, I have no clue what I feel towards her. I am grateful that she teaches me all those street-wise stuff but I am angry that she is so biased! She always treat my sister and brother so nice. Especially my brother -.- She isn't like a mother actually... She doesn't clean the house much. Just some washing the laundry and occasionally, the toilet. She doesn't believe in me all the time. She always claim she is not strict but she totally is! She always tells us she gave us a lot of freedom by not forcing us to tuition as if it is such a big deal! My brother is already 20 this year and still she wants him to report his every movement and sets a curfew of like 11 pm? But, my brother doesn't follows and my mother can do nothing about it. Hah! When we talked back at her, she always scold us, "You think you're so clever?" I mean what the hell is wrong with her? Most of the times, she is a very unreasonable woman but it only happens in front of us. When there is a presence of an outsider, she pretends like an angel and it disgusts me. Remember there is one time when I washed the dishes and she doesn't believe. I only tell her, "Its really me who wash the dishes, you don't believe then don't believe lor..." You know what she shouted back? "Then you 'seh bin' lor?!" Which means like "So, you are damn freakin' proud of it lah?!" That instant, my mind what like, "WHAT THE FUCK?!" Anyway, some good things about her is that she is... erm... practical? always think ahead?
I think I love her lah... Hmmm... Yar... That is currently what I think.

Okay... Okay... I know the above is like extremely long but I feel so much better after typing for like 15 mins. Haha. I know few years/months down the road, when I read back this post, I will somehow think that this is damn childish. LOL. But, I don't think I will regret it.

Thinking

2008-02-23T11:22:00.003+08:00

Just let me get through today and tomorrow and I will be busy as a bee.

A Two empty days is just for me to run through my thoughts.
Unwanted thoughts will catch me and throw me in the pool of doubts.
Doubts will send me running for answers, answers that I may not want to know or hear.
Answers will become doubts again whether the answers are the truth or the lies.

And how do I prove what are they?

KL trip! Will you hurry up come? I've been waiting for you for so long...

2008-02-21T22:22:00.002+08:00

Took a few tests and found some interesting facts

Apparently, this is what my name means. Some are wrong like I'm a lucky person which I don't think I am. hah!

What Kiat Hua Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Haha! I read this and it made me laugh.

Your Seduction Style: Prized Object

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.

You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them.

The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase.

You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away.

You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance.

Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't!

You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors.

Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor.

You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

This, made me look like a manipulator. Haha. I laughed my ass off, I tell you. LOL

不痛 - 张韶涵

2008-02-20T15:17:00.003+08:00

一点点痛的感觉
加上一点我对你的思念
承诺不算太遥远
遥远只剩一瞬间

一步步靠近终点
再差一步我们踏上永远
谎言让人太陶醉
陶醉在你给的世界

我不想不愿不去承认我的执著
怕不知不觉无法忍住眼泪不留
是爱伤害了彼此的自由

你不看不听不说为什麽要离开我
我不哭不笑只剩下沉默
带著我的骄傲高飞远走

紧握过的双手
拥抱过的温柔
所有的对错
跟着脚步你一定带走

Cupcakes love

2008-02-18T19:20:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, we went auntie-lim's house for BBQ :)
Its damn fun lar! =)
Afterwards, we played mahjong and ban-luck.

Today, went to school for KL trip briefing.
Next we went to watch Jumper.
Then we went shopping :)

Feeling superduperultra tired now.
Off to dinner now.
Then heading for my comfy bed.

Good night everyone.
PS. I know its freaking early.

The love of my life

2008-02-16T17:54:00.013+08:00

I found the love of my life! Guess who? Its Rainy!
Haha.

She
lights up my life,
wags her tail when she sees me,
has the most innocent pair of eyes,
accompany me whenever I'm sad/happy,
is very lazy,
is very very and extremely cute,
loves to sleep,
loves to eat,
is scared of thunder and will hide in toilets when she hears them.

This is the first picture I took of her =) She was just 4 months old that time!

This is the first time she look at my phone's camera, innocent right?

Doesn't she look like a rock star? Haha. Rock on!

I always smile/laugh at the way she sits :D

Look at her when her hair is long! Haha. Sloppy and cute!

This is Rainy when we tie her hair up so she can see. LOL
Wee-e-weet! Pretty girl! =)

OMG! She shaved the first time because there were ticks in her hair =(
she look so vulnerable and I couldn't recognise her actually

After a month after shaving for the 3rd time. She look gorgeous right?

She loves to look out of the living room's window as if she can see whats happening outside
but sadly, I don't think she can.

These two photos made her look very cute right?
Just taken a few minutes ago =)

And these 2 photos made her look like a porn star. Haha. Oops!

Well... Thats about all! =)
I love her very much and I think she loves me too. Hehe. Ciao!

L.O.V.E.

2008-02-15T15:21:00.003+08:00

Valentines Day just passed.
I was at home, totally don't feel like going out.
My prediction: its going to be very very crowded.

VDay is not only for couples, its also a day where you show love to your family and friends.
So...

I bake cupcakes for my family and friends! =)
To friends: you will get to eat them on 17 feb! Hehe.
Remember that day!

So, V Day just come and go peacefully...

害怕、失望、伤心、无助、失魂、
是我现在所感受的。

没有你，我是个无望者。
你点燃我那无趣的生活旅途。
没有你，我的心就像被判无期徒刑。
是你让我知道 ‘幸福’ 的真正意思。
但
放弃你是我那自私的选择。
我的心也在我放弃你的那一刻，死了。

2008-02-10T19:18:00.000+08:00

Woots! I'm back from Malaysia! Yes!
All I can say is this Chinese New Year is so different from the past.
Not much of a reunion cause not all are back.
More mahjong and 'ban-luck' winnings :) = more money for KL trip
More fireworks! Especially there's one which look like a small egg but sound like a gun shot when blasted, totally cool :D

I see my grandpa getting older and older by the day. His eye sight is falling :(
But nevertheless, we show much our love to him. Haha. We told him many of "I love you"s and "I miss you"s (which I think made him feel a bit paiseh). Surprisingly, he said to us back cause our family usually doesn't show those affectionate :) So cute of him. He even hug all of us before we went back (of course, with my sister saying 抱抱 (hug hug) first) Haha.

I love my grandpa, his lazy eyes and his 2 gold teeth.

Happy Chinese New Year

2008-02-04T10:12:00.000+08:00

A very Happy Chinese New Year to all!
Gong Xi Fa Cai! =)

This will be my last post before the Lunar New Year. I will be spending the new year in Malaysia as usual. And yes! I can play with fireworks again! :)

Part of my father's family, turned to vegetarian. So on the first day, my 2nd Uncle's family won't cook any meat! -.- But we plan to buy some like BBQ pit and BBQ some meat. Hehe...

Speaking of this... I still don't understand why they must turn to vegetarian. I mean if those adults want to be, then be lah! Why they must pull their children in? For goodness sake, can't they see that growing children need meat to grow healthily? They look like bamboo can! Only consist of skin and bones. Bloody hell, selfish parents. Their children can't even make any decisions nor they can voice out their opinions. So, they just blindly follow their parents. Argh!

Okay... Forget about unhappy stuff. Let me now focus on the happy things. :)

What are my new year wishes? Hehe...

No. 1 More wealth this year please :)
No. 2 More freedom please!
No. 3 More happy events please! (Such as more achmed videos, etc...)
No. 4 Get a permanent part-time job $
And the last but not least...
No. 5 Rainy to pee and poo in the toilet :) (The kitchen is getting to smell more bad...)

Of course, some of you haven't see Rainy yet... I shall post some of her b-e-a-u-tiful and cute pictures up soon! :)

Please enjoy these videos before you get out of my blog. :) Thanks!

Jeff Dunham - Peanut #1

Jeff Dunham - Peanut and José Jalapeño #2

Jeff Dunham - Peanut #3

EXTRA
Jeff Dunham and Peanut - Damn funny! :)

May the Holidays begin...

2008-02-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

Today marks the end of my exams! Last paper was Project Management.

I finished my exams with no change in my mood. Why? I don't know. Maybe the holiday mood already hit me before starting of the last paper? It could be. Or is it something else?

Now, holiday starts. Which means:
1. More household chores to do since I have no excuse like I'm busying studying.
2. Lesser money cause my mother going to give less since I will be at home most of time.
3. I have to starting repacking my WHOLE room which I really dread to
4. I will get fatter cause no much exercise being done cause again, I will at home most of the time.
5. I will be spending most of the time with HuiKiat cause he will be free too - its no good, i think. He doesn't talk to me much. We can sit in front of the tv for 2 hours straight without talking -.-

All the points might not be happening IF I can find a part-time job to keep me occupied. The problem is... Which job is available and suitable for me?

By the way, Happy Birthday Mama!

Mixed feelings

2008-01-28T17:38:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling totally bored now! *Yawns*

I have no mood to study for Project Management

I have no mood to read

I have no mood to watch TV

I only have the mood to sleep :)

*Sighs*

Yesterday, I went to Giant (Turf City Branch) with my parents. Apparently, my mother wanted to help her school's principal order 125 boxes of lukan for the school staff - that amounts to around 500+.

Reached there in the early afternoon and saw they were also holding their Car Carnival there. Free goodie bags and popcorn were distributed to all. Well, the emcee was conducting some games (not really games lah), my father and I were asked to join. All we had to do was to beat the drums. Haha. Dumb game but we got prizes (that are very cool, hehe) - an umbrella and a calendar, both by Animal brand, a leading sportswear in UK.

Chinese New Year is coming very very soon and I haven't got my New Year clothes! Argh! Hope I can get some this friday :)

Quote of the day:
'When you came to this world, you were crying and everyone was smiling. Live your life to the fullest so when you depart from this world, you will be the one smiling and everyone crying.'
-unknown source

2008-01-24T10:47:00.000+08:00

I know Christmas is over but we're still in the festive mood right? Especially since Chinese New Year is coming in like 2 weeks time! Woots!

Just to share with you guys this video; a Christmas clip of my favourite, Achmed! Yeah! He rock my world! :D
I wish he could sing his favourite,"Silence Night"!

Achmed - Jingle Bomb

Dashing through the sand
with a bomb strapped to my back.
I have a nasty plan
for Christmas in Iraq.
I got through checkpoint A,
but not through checkpoint B.
That's when I got shot in the ass
by the US Military...

[it's not funny!]

Oooh, jingle bombs, jingle bombs
Mine blew up you see.
Where are all the virgins
that Bin Laden promised me?
Oooh, jingle bombs, jingle bombs
U.S. soldiers shot me dead.
The only thing that I have left
is this towel up on my head.

I used to be a man,
but every time I cough,
thanks to Uncle Sam,
my nuts keep falling off.
My bombing days are done.
I need to find some work.
Perhaps it would be much safer
as a convenient store night clerk.

Oooh, jingle bombs, jingle bombs
I think I got screwed.
Don't laugh at me because I'm dead
or I'll kill you...

I KILL YOUOUOU!

Deep thoughts

2008-01-23T23:39:00.000+08:00

Oh my god! I'm so frigging happy! :D
Manage to find out Julia's blog url. She told me last time and I forgot. -.-
Seriously, I think my memory is failing. Hello?! I'm just 17+! Haven't reach 18 yet okay... Does anybody knows what stuff can strengthen your memory?

I didn't talk much and I didn't do much today.
Woke up and went to Bedok National Library to collect my reserved book (paid $1.55 for reservation fees, of course must collect it asap!) . I walked from my house all the way to the library which is like damn far... For a moment I thought I will faint... Haha.

Bought lunch on my way back... And I practically read the books that I've borrowed the WHOLE day! I'm like lost in my own world...

Maybe today is just one of those days.
Those days are the days that I don't wish to talk and I will feel so nonchalant about everything. Am I starting to get emotional again? I've been thinking about a lot of things these days, thinking about the past, the present and the uncertain future...

One more to go!

2008-01-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

Econs paper down and 1 more to go! Yeah!

Many many many thanks to ShuMin who tested me today :) Thanks to her, I can remember almost all I've been trying to memorise for the past 2 days. Hehe. ShuMin, I owe you a treat! (a cheap one can?) :D

I woke up super early today and reached school about 9.30am to study (and I still can't believe I did that lah!). Haha. Mainly its because ShuMin wanted lecture 6 notes so I went there and passed it to her :)

When I saw ShuMin, she was wearing the pink Jay shirt! Wow man! So nice can... I can't wait to see the black colour tee which has the blings-blings on it. *grins*
Then she showed me the merchandised she bought. All were super nice!

I played with the cap she bought. So hip-hop! Haha. I want to get one too! But I don't wear cap -.-

This is me wearing the awesome looking cap! :D

I put the cap on Ama afterwards and... tada! LOL

We had fun studying. Haha. I practically didn't have the mood to study after I saw the cap. Hehe. So, I kept on disturbing ShuMin and of course, Ama who has been sitting beside me...

After Econs paper...

We went to Clementi to have our super early dinner at about 5pm? We ate at Sumo House. The food there is OKAY lah... To put it straight, it wasn't up to the standards but what can you expect from Japanese food (or nowhere-near-Japanese food?) that cost less than 10 bucks? LOL

Then we went to play pool! Woots! That is the first time I play pool. Hehe. In that 1 hour we played, I only scored one :D Its good right? I know its good 0:)

Skye really deserves this! Don't you agree? :)

This is me looking like a rabbit while trying to do a pose. LOL!

Thats all for now! =)
*Credits for Daphne for the Pool photos :) Yeah!

2008-01-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

Today is my grandma's death anniversary. I went to Mandai with my family and relatives to pray.

I can't remember my grandma much cause she passed away when I was 8. I can remember she looked abit like the 'Puss in Boots' in the Shrek movie. Her eyes were always enlarged by her glasses which made her looked damn cute :)

My mother should have teach me Teochew so I can communicate with her. When I was that age, I listened to Teochew and was thinking, "What the hell is she saying?" I will then call for my mother and ask her what was my grandma talking about...

Now, when my mother or father scold me or talk behind my back in Teochew, I know what they talking about. I don't know when I start to understanding Teochew, I just did. Haha.

Anyway, back to my grandma, she died of old age, which is a great thing. I just wish I could have spend more time with her... :)

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I borrowed a book for my sister. It is called 'Can You Keep a Secret?'

This book is Fabulous! :) Simply hilarious and romantic.

Though I read it like 2 yrs back? Haha. I re-read it cause its in my hands again. The plot is so simple yet unpredictable. Always a twist when you expect an ending.

Its better than the shopaholic series if you ask me :D
Anyway, this book is on the bestsellers list for a long long time! I'm so going to get one copy and put in my favourite books collection. Hehe.

Concerts Concerts

2008-01-18T22:01:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I wanted to post twice in a day. Haha. Is it because today is the official day I come back to blogging? LOL

I'm so happy for ShuMin and Daphne! They went for Jay Chou's concert! So WOW right? ShuMin even called me to let me hear some parts of the concert. Hehe. Jay twisted the songs a bit. After all, its his concert, has to be special in some ways right?

His songs are so wonderful :) but my ear hurts after the call. I could hear all the fans screaming! Haha. ShuMin also managed to buy the merchandises and promised to show me on tuesday! Hehe.

I haven't tried going to a concert yet. Why? First, I don't have the money -.- Second, I don't want to spoil my ears. Third, I don't really have an idol. Haha.

Currently... I'm so bored! *Yawns* I don't want to study econs! I want to do nothing! Hmmm... Maybe I should just go sleep? Lols :D

What a rotten day!

2008-01-18T17:49:00.000+08:00

Oh my! Today must be one of my lousiest day. *Sighs*

I didn't finish my AutoCad drawing today. I am so disappointed. I thought I could but I didn't. While... Nobody could actually. Haha. So I think that would be the only consoling point, yes? Just hope, Ms E. Koh will moderate. Hehe.

Another bad thing happened, my slippers broke! - One of my favourites because its from Julia

And of all places, it broke into 2 pieces at Tanah Merah MRT Station. -.- I had to practically 'limp' back home. I tried calling my sister, BUT she was not at home. :(

I 'limped' for like 2 minutes and I can't stand it. Guess what I did? I took off my slippers and walked BAREFOOTED back from the station to my home. Horrible isn't it? Imagine having to walk all the way home in the hot sun and having to cross roads. The ground is like burning. :(

But, I did survive. Haha. So, it wasn't a big deal except for some people who laughed at me and majority of the drivers kept looking at me, especially those in SBS bus. Kind of embarrassing but who cares? :)